- 1: What would you name your future daughter? Hashtag. l0l jokkees. but really...
- 2: Do you miss anyone? yes i do
- 3: What if I told you that you were pretty? i'd say thanks but inside i'd think you're mocking me.
- 4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”? nope
- 5: What are you looking forward to in the next week? Life :)
- 6: Did you go out or stay in last night? go out!
- 7: How late did you stay up last night? lol 3 late
- 8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? hahahahha no
- 9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? probs at uni being a bum
- 10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? I don't think so
- 11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? i could, but i wont lol
- 12: Have you pretended to like someone? ooo i dont know. tbh i think i might have
- 13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? yes
- 14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? yes
- 15: Is it hard for you to get over someone? yes
- 16: Think back five months ago, were you single? YAH think back to the rest of my life i.e. singleee
- 17: Have you ever cried from being so mad? i have
- 18: Hold hands with anyone this week? yes
- 19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? haha na at a supermarket
- 20: Who did you last see in person? Mone!
- 21: What is the last thing you said out lot? uff lol
- 22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night? haha na
- 23: Have you ever been to Paris? no :(
- 24: Are you good at hiding your feelings? definitely
- 25: Do you use chap stick? yah bro
- 26: Who did you last share a bed with? mum :p
- 27: Are you listening to music right now? Yes
- 28: What is something you currently want right now? people
- 29: Were your last three kisses from the same person?not been kissed in a while!
- 30: How is your heart lately? its okie
- 31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? yah thug
- 32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? uh last week?
- 33: What do people call you? Shreya lol
- 34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t? yes
- 35: Are there any stressful situations in your life? yes
- 36: What are you listening to right now? More than friends - Inna
- 37: What is wrong with you right now? everything
- 38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh? hellss yes :)
- 39: Do you make wishes at 11:11? haha yea i do
- 40: What is on your wrists right now? a hair tie!
- 41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected? Single
- 42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing? mum lol
- 43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? haha yah
- 44: Have you hugged someone within the last week? yes
- 45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days? na
- 46: What were you doing at midnight last night? thingss
- 47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago? i do0o0o
- 48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? depends
- 49: Have you ever been to New York? no
- 50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? hope so!
it’s the absolute worst watching someone struggle and there is literally nothing you can do to help them. i just wanna be like hey give me some of that, ill help you bear it.
what makes my heart ache is that people only come together when tragedy strikes.
As i was waited for you in the pouring rain, i relived the past. Something which was more clear to me than anything the future could ever bring. You had brought me so much guidance and passion, i didn’t realize when you became such an eminent character in my life. It only occurred to me now that we wouldn’t even have to do anything and it would still be the best day. And every day I would spend with you became the best day of my life. Who would have thought the saying “live every day to it’s fullest” would come into context. After all, it is what it is. A saying. Not once have i heard anyone pursuing it.
Your company was precious to me and i could only hope mine was the same for you. Our love affair had destroyed everything that came in it’s path and I happily let it. My only regret is growing so accustomed to you, that this particular moment, waiting, will forever be etched in my brain as one of my most difficult times and just as faith would have it, you were merely a page in what could only be described as a library. Speaking of, I realized the first time we met was at a library, you sitting in the corner with you guitar sprawled across your chest gazing at me with that dangerous smile… my thoughts were interrupted as i vaguely saw you approach me and we hugged. There was a fundamental beauty to our last embrace, it was unlike any other, parallel.
until we meet again..
I remember the first time I saw your face. It was as though my whole life was panned out for this moment. You were smiling at me warming every inch of my soul. I stood there and tried to recollect the number of times I had been asked about love. I would always reply with the cheesy like ‘you just know’ or ‘you wont be able to stop smiling and thinking about them’.
When we were together, we made endless plans - getting a house near the beach so we could gaze at the sunset listening to the waves crash while we eat marshmallows and share drunken laughter. you had taught me to laugh out loud again and saw me at my absolute worst and refused to leave my side. Your kisses left permanent marks on my neck and I was comforted knowing your hand was in mine. Like a moth to a flame, I was hopelessly in love. And just as I was attached, calling you my own, you tore it apart and left me in the cold.
When asked about love i reply “you just know” and I guess you’re answer was that you never did. However, even though my smile faded, I don’t think I ever did stop thinking about you.
My mind is consistent of wars. If there is any meaning to life I think it’s having the ability to understand and work through your struggles and start evolving - like Pokemon basically, to the person you should be. Attempting to be practical yet passionate is the balance required to control my heart. With the devil on my shoulder and an angel shouting at me to stop being so paralyzed by indecision and to trust your instinct, I walk. Sometimes I pass other people and wonder if they feel how I do; lost. I need to find something new but I don’t know where I’d like to go. Do I seek adventure or the safety of home and familiarity? I’m not too sure. But I will walk and will get there eventually I should hope.
realizing that the only person standing in front of your happiness is yourself.
that’s kinda scary
i think it only crosses our mind once in a while that yeah we are all temporary. sometimes we have those moments of insane courage but after that we just continue to live our 9 to 5 lives expecting plenty of days ahead
I FEEL SO INSIGNIFICANT IF I THINK ABOUT HOW MANY M&M’S THERE ARE IN THE WORLD
basically after hearing Ronan by Taylor Swift, my first reaction was aww this is sweet. and then i looked up lyrics and found a whole bunch of articles about the meaning behind the song. that it’s about a boy named Ronan who passed away from cancer.
then i come across his mum’s blog rockstarronan.com and i just cant stop the tears. im so speechless from what i’ve read and what their family has been through especially his mum, wow i cant, i just, like how does one handle the loss of their child?
You can say Taylor Swift is only good for break up songs but honestly listen to this song. She’s just trying to bring up an issue which somehow always ends up going unnoticed and shoved under the rug. I really hope this song touches people, i think it is, definitely has for me. My grandparents passed away from cancer at an age where they should really have been playing board games with me. But what’s even harder is when a child that should be running around and just starting to live life, passes away from this.
Taylor Swift, you are well and truly amazing for doing this. Hmm i think this is also the reason why sometimes i get so frustrated at people who commit. i get life is tough, i really do, but you see all these cancer patients trying everything they can to live one more day and people are just giving up your life. does this even make sense? am i being too harsh? ah
This is something from part of Ronan’s mother’s blog, just read it and.. idk it got me so bad.
[If you had to die Ronan, and I have to live on this earth without you…you can be damn sure, I am going to make something amazing come out of it. This is by far, the most amazing thing that I could ever have imagined… times by 1,000,000,0000. I could not have dreamed up of this happening, in my head. How that girl, with the most sparkling blue eyes, that remind me so much of you… is about to finally give a face and a voice to childhood cancer that it needs so desperately. Now, people will want to pay attention. Now, maybe childhood cancer will get the awareness/funding/and attention that it deserves. Now, maybe less children will die in the future due to somebody huge, stepping up and caring. Taylor Swift, just changed the face of this disease and all I can do is sit here and sob about it.
But I am sobbing in way that I never sob anymore. Because I am so unbelievably happy, Ronan. This is all because of you and our love story. One that will live on forever and do such good things in the world. All with the help of an amazing girl who just happens to be named, Taylor Swift. She could have done this for anybody, Ronan. Anybody. But she didn’t. She did this for you and for us. Because sy he knows and believes in us so much, that she is giving us the biggest gift that we could have ever received. The gift of an eternal love story between a mother and a child.]
i feel so stupid if i think about problems i have really. can we all just kick cancer away to some uninhibited planet and then destroy that planet so it never takes our loved ones?
cus its suicide awareness day, i read this quote on tumblr which goes “the happiest person maybe sitting next to you planning their suicide and you’d never know” and ironically, i just died a little inside. This subject has always been a bit touchy for me but it scares me so much that someone i know who is insanely happy could be planning their death. Saddens me that someone who you could think of as practically perfect to think so horribly of themselves.
i really hope my friends know that i shall always be there for them through thick and thin. oh, im just going to remind them, just in case.
literally have no motivation for anything, ceebs studying, ceebs trying to look pretty, ceebs peeing lol just ceebs with anything that doesn’t involve the comfort of my bed :(
THEY SHOULD MAKE IT A LAW FOR EVERYONE TO GO TO SLEEP BY 11 AND THEN LIFE WOULD BE OK AND I WOULDN’T SAY STUPID THINGS ALL THE TIME.
or maybe i do just say stupid things all the time.. hmmm lol ok.
1. Full name
2. Zodiac sign
3. 3 fears
- Not doing well in life
- People I know passing away
4. 3 things I love
5. 4 turn on’s
- Down to earth
- Guys that are good with kids
- Good taste in music
6. 4 turn off’s
- Tries to be cool
- Always cynical
- Can’t hold a conversation
7. My best friend?
Schynell, Sadhika etc. lol
8. Sexual orientation
9. My best first date?
Lol ive had like 1 date in my lyfe at a lunch bar hahahahha thug lyfe.
10. How tall am I?
Um like 165 cm?
11. What do I miss?
12. What time was I born?
Um sometime at night
13. Favourite colour?
14. Do I have a crush?
15. Favourite quote?
Fall seven times, stand up eight
16. Favourite place?
17. Favourite food?
THE LIMIT DOES NOT EXIST
18. Do I use sarcasm?
No. never! Not at all!
19. What am I listening to right now?
Montreal – The Weeknd
20. First thing I notice in new person?
21. Shoe size?
22. Eye colour?
23. Hair colour?
24. Favourite style of clothing?
Anything that looks good, but is comfortable.
25. Ever done a prank call?
26. What colour of underwear am I wearing right now?
27. Meaning behind your url?
shreya007. I am a spy.
28. Favourite movie?
Ugh again with the limits. 500 days of summer tho
29. Favourite song?
I like too much music to like just one song
30. Favourite band?
Refer to above answer
31. How I feel right now?
32. Someone I love.
There’s quite a few
33. My current relationship status.
34. My relationship with my parents.
35. Favourite holiday?
36. Tattoos and piercings I have.
No tattoos YET. 2 piercings lol
37. Tattoos and piercings I want.
I know what tattoo I want, don’t know where yet.
38. The reason I joined Tumblr.
Out of curiosity
39. Last book I read.
Looking for alaska
40. Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts?
41. Have I ever kissed the last person I texted?
42. When did I last hold hands?
Last time I saw Shivani hahahah
43. How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
44. Have I shaved my legs in the past three days?
Hahahahahaha last week
45. Where am I right now?
46. If I was drunk and can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
Haha hasn’t happened as of yet!
47. Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?